What Happens when...

What happens when hope dies?
What happens when that single ray of light coming from a hole in that deep dark tunnel suddenly disappears?
What happens when you wake up in the morning only to find out that life has lost all meaning?
What happens when each moment you breathe, you feel deeply heavy on the inside? What happens when all fragrances change into odors?
What happens when all you want to do the whole day is cry?
What happens when the beautiful dreams that you once saw turn into nightmares and far fetched distant unachievable heights?
What happens when you want to say a1000 sacks full of words to someone but somehow the courage shies away?
What happens when all you want to do is slap someone right across the face but somehow the opportune time never comes?
What happens when reality suddenly dawns upon you and you feel helpless?
What happens when you feel you have been locked in a small, suffocating, dark, dingy, damp room with no air and only vacuum?
What happens when demons start haunting you?
What happens when sweat trickles down your forehead by the very thought of that person?
What happens when all you can feel is thorns and more thorns but not roses?
What happens when each memory kills you?
What happens when you feel cheated?
What happens when you lose interest in everything you do and everyone you meet?
What happens when you realize that life is not after all a bed of roses?
What happens when you want to love but cannot?
THIS happens:
You breathe but don’t live;
You smile but you are never happy;
You sing, but the song is not yours;
You dance but the beats are not yours;
You touch but the feel is not yours;
You say but the words are not yours;
You play but the game is never yours;
You win, but the victory is not yours;
You achieve but the success is not yours;
You enjoy but the moments are not yours;
You cry and even the tears are not yours;
You survive but the heart is not yours….
(for, your heart has long been gone, long been taken, long been played with, long been broken, long been shattered, long been spit on, long been made to lose its identity…)